Mortalification

The state of transition
from one hell to another
You are not alive
but you ain't dead either

Your breathing is done
but lungs longing for more
memories fading from mind
a feeling of calm
a state of numb

Your body feeling lighter
with the weight of earth
on your chest

Everything moving in circles
clouding your mind
your heartbeat is violent
your senses are silent
your body minus soul
it leaves you very cold

You losing your sane
You can't feel pain
'cuz life is a whore
You gotta be its pimp